遇见一个人需要一秒钟的时间，
认识一个人需要一分钟的时间，
喜欢一个人需要一小时的时间，
爱上一个人需要一天的时间，
但忘记一个人需要一辈子的时间。

陈先生。

陈先生，我的男朋友，现在已经是我的前度。

从2012年5月25日到2014年2月27日，是我先说分手，但是到现在我还是放不下。

分开以后才发现其实有你是件很幸福的事。

还记得你追我的时候，我告诉你说“住在我心里的那个人还没离开”，但你却回复我说“我相信行动和时间能证明一切”。

有一次你载我去兜风，去你想念的阿嫲家。你说她很疼你，你很后悔当初听你爸说不要回去看她。每当说起她，你一定会眼红流泪。

有一次你载我放工，去逛马来夜市。过马路时我知道你要牵我的手，但是我故意把手移开，因为当时我害羞。

刚开始一起时，你每天都载我上下班,星期日你都会买2片Secret Recipe的蛋糕给我吃。平时如果你早放工,你就会去你朋友的面包店学做blueberry cheese tart然后拿来公司给我和我的同事吃。你知道我喜欢龙猫,还特地学做用糖做成的龙猫,可惜糖放久了发霉了。你送我很多东西其中有龙猫的公仔和一束可以录音的玫瑰花。

逛夜市的时候，你会帮我拿包包，我买的东西你也会帮我拿。如果看到前方有男人走来，你就会走到我的前面或旁边，怕我被撞到。上车时你都会确定我上车了你才上车。当你下车打油时，你会叫我把门给锁了或者你自己把门锁了。

有时你买东西给你家人，你都说是我买的，目的是要打好我和你家人的关系。

逛街的时候，你的视线一定要看到我，如果看不到我，你会到处找我。当你找到我了，就会走来我的前面紧紧地抱着我。

送我回家时，你一定要看到我进了家里你才开车回家。走在马路旁，你会让我走在马路的里面。如果有外劳看着我，你都会用凶狠的眼神看着他们。

你不给我一个女子和一班男性朋友出，所以每次我说去喝茶都会先吵一轮。

逆来顺受，家人会给你压力，而我又一直无理取闹的对你发脾气。但是你都默默承受，不会对我大呼小叫。虽然你的外表给人的感觉很凶很粗鲁，但是只有你自己才知道你内心的无助。

我喜欢靠着你粗粗的手臂，也喜欢看着你躺在我的大腿上睡觉的模样，就像一个小孩，轻轻地亲下你的额头。坐在车上你都会把我的头靠在你的肩膀让我睡。晚上睡觉时你都要我陪你一起睡觉，就算我说我还没好，你也坚持等到我好了才一起睡。

你不擅长表达，你宁愿承受一切也不要别人为你担心。

分开后你说要挽回，不会再让我受伤。但我却狠狠地拒绝了。当我想要从新去了解你体谅你，你却告诉我你要出外工作了。

Work!!

I have to find customer for my business.

I have to work hard to get my dreams.

I have to control my emotional.

I have to listen what people teaching and learn it.

I have to be stronger.

4 Working Days Left!

I am FREE after that~!!

No need to see your such a PRETTY 'Private Part' face.

Keep going~ treat others like what you treat me in the past 1 year!

I'M HAPPY THAT I LEFT YOU!!

Bla Bla Bla

do you really listening what am i saying?

if yes, why do you ask me again?

i already said, he/she already received, and will forward to bla bla department. I ALREADY SAID, YOU CANT HEAR IT?

if you listening, why still ask me, 'the problem is, they received it or not?' wtf?! you totally not listening what i saying. if really, NEXT TIME DON'T ASK ME QUESTION AGAIN!!

when i talking or answering your question, you will always replied " oh, oh, oh "

but at last, you will ask me, ' just now i asked you that question you haven't give me answer. WALAO, JUST NOW YOU OH OH OH, BUT NOT LISTENING?

BULLSHIT!!

Please la, don't always pretend like so good to me. ok?

like you always 'help' me.. hello? you are not her PA too?

say until I'm the only PA of her, and you are always helping me. bullshit

if she got only 1 PA, thats ME, then you just give me you salary. and get out from here!

' I already HELP you done this done that ', that's only my work? huh? use your brain and think please.

RELEASE!!! ARGHHH

" I never mistake "

" I remember I had sent / teach you before "

if you never mistake, meaning that I always mistake? you're always the right one? huh?

if you remember you had sent to me or teach me before, meaning that my memory not good? huh?

please la, don't always think that you are the right 1.

don't always blame ppl if you don't know the true.

:)

Sometime just dont know what you thinking

always say no boy friend

but when ppl like you or chasing you

ou also reject

why dont you try to accept?

if you always wish that your prince will appear in your life

but in the end you might become nun

我希望我们可以保持这样的关系

我讨厌你!

你不配当我们家的一分子,你根本没资格

一次又一次的对你失望,你真的是无药可救了.

家人不幸发生意外,你不帮忙照顾就算了,还落井下石..

我讨厌你的自私! 我讨厌你的贪心!

如果可以我真得很想狠狠地打你一顿!

L's

To the one, You should know who am I talking.

"不选择一个疼你的人，却选择一个伤害你的人...

何必呢？4年又如何？过了就过了，不要再浪费时间在一个不该浪费的人身上..

你身边的人都一直的为你担心，难道你不知道吗？

姐弟恋并不是一个借口，问题是你是否尝试去接受。"

After SPM

Woo~

Long long time never write d~

The last post just after SPM examination,

But now I already start working for three months as a clerk.

This is the first job for me.

Random.

Long long time never write my blog..
Sudden feel want to write.
Finished my SPM examination, doing nothing now. only online / play online game.
Looking for job? yes, I am. but what job that I looking? don't know yet.
Study? nope, never think that.

好没主见的我。
觉得我有时真的很霸道。
为何每次写的部落格都是写着不开心的东西，不愉快地事情。
我，想太多东西。
每次想些没有用的事。
我都在浪费宝贵的时间。不知道要做些什么。

my pc got problem again =(

My computer keep hang~ don't know what's wrong with it.This is when my pc hang-ing, nice?

Sometime I think too much until my mood very down.
Sometime I want to make my friend/family happy, but I don't know how.
Sometime I talk to someone, but my words are worst.
Sometime I wanna get the thing, but it is too late.

I wondering, Why?

Between Love and Hate, Which one you prefer?