Random.

Long long time never write my blog..
Sudden feel want to write.
Finished my SPM examination, doing nothing now. only online / play online game.
Looking for job? yes, I am. but what job that I looking? don't know yet.
Study? nope, never think that.

好没主见的我。
觉得我有时真的很霸道。
为何每次写的部落格都是写着不开心的东西，不愉快地事情。
我，想太多东西。
每次想些没有用的事。
我都在浪费宝贵的时间。不知道要做些什么。

my pc got problem again =(

My computer keep hang~ don't know what's wrong with it.This is when my pc hang-ing, nice?

Sometime I think too much until my mood very down.
Sometime I want to make my friend/family happy, but I don't know how.
Sometime I talk to someone, but my words are worst.
Sometime I wanna get the thing, but it is too late.

I wondering, Why?

Between Love and Hate, Which one you prefer?

09.09.09

Mun Ting & Me

Hui Qi & Me

Me & Yvonne

Going movie them at Leisure Mall

Have A Great Time With Them.

What Should I Do.

What do you guys expected me to do?
Do you guys agreed that I'm quite hard to communicate?

Sorry for my words.
Sorry for my attitude.

Yet I'm not good enough.
I just trying my best to make you guys happy.
But, I don't know how.

Ken ah Ken..

What are you doing? =.="

No need play Laptop till like this bah~

What I Care?

I care about how peoples thinking about me.
I care about what peoples talking about me.
I care about what I say to them.
I care about what they say to me.
I care about my friends.
I care about my family.
I care about people's feelings.
I care what I care.

Holidays.

1 week holidays, what to do during my school holidays? No idea~
The best activity for me is stay at home play computer~ online chatting~
Wanna hang out with friends, But what's their answer to me? No money. Lazy to come out. Tuition.
I think stay at home is the best =) right?

你们觉得·你们认为·

你们认为我是个怎样的人？
你们觉得我是个怎样的人？

小气？吝啬？大小姐？霸道？粗心？天真？单纯？心机重？贪心？没礼貌？
以上都不是？那是怎样的人？

有时候我很想大哭一场！但我不知道我为什么而哭...
我总觉得我是一个非常难沟通的人...
我说话超直接，往往都不知道是否得罪人...

有谁可以交我怎么不直接？有时我说了别人不喜欢听的我也不知道...

Happy 21th Birthday to My Beloved Bro =D

29 July 2009.

Friendship

Last Friday, 10-7-2009.

EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

>__________________<

emo ah emo ah emo ahhh

wanna cry..... feel so sad... aaahhhhhh

so sien.... so fan....

T________________________T

你是为人而生活、为自己而生活还是为生活而生活？

有时候

有时候不知道为什么会在意别人对自己的看法...
有时候不知道为什么会在乎别人对自己的不满...
有时候不知道为什么对别人的期望那么大...


明明你想这样，但却是那样..
明明你想要的，但却得不到..
明明你拥有的，但却不珍惜..
明明你不要的，但却冲着来..


所谓“凡人”，也可以说成是 = “烦人”
有些人就因为想得太多，而使自己更烦恼...
有些人就因为别人的话，而使自己不开心...


以前，我很在意别人说的话.. 往往想着不好的东西...
有时候在班上，我真的想过，是否我说得太多呢？

不知道····

不知道要写些什么...
不知道要怎么写出来...
不知道怎么表达...
不知道怎么说...
不知道怎么做...


我真的不知道，这篇应该要写些什么...
好懒惰写哦... 我最大的缺点就是懒惰...
懒惰读书.. 懒惰做功课... 懒惰做家务... 懒惰做任何事情.....


我很喜欢睡觉，对我来说，睡觉是一个享受...
不， 应该说是我懒惰起床...
明明醒了，都不想起来...
总在床上躺着.. 几小时后，才舍得爬起来...


我... 很笨....
我的英文不好，马来文不好，就连华文也不好...
我的马来文，是非常非常差...
就连小学的课本，我都不会读... 不明白....


努力...
我没努力过... 我是没用的....
我没用心去做过... 我没认真的去想过...


我很怕寂寞，我很怕孤单...
我好想有一个疼我的男友，但我还小...
可是，当被追求时.. 总是拒绝别人... 我的答案都是，不知道或我不想...
大人总说，小孩子拍什么拖呢?
我在现实生活没谈过恋爱，但在网里很多.. 不过，应该不算是恋爱吧...
因为，所谓的网恋，对我来说，应该是一个可以谈心的朋友而已...

我···自己····

对朋友而言，我都是每天凶巴巴的面。
对着不喜欢的人，都不笑。 对着喜欢的人，会偷偷的笑。
当我不开心时，最不喜欢别人烦我
我对我朋友说过，当我不开心的时候，就不要理我


对亲戚而言，我是一个没礼貌的孩子。
为什么？我没说过对长辈不礼貌的话。。。
那为什么从小就被说是个没礼貌的孩子呢？
哦，我知道了，那是因为我的眼神。。
往往被误会在瞪他们，用着没礼貌的眼神看他们！
可是，当他们说话时我只是转头看着他们。。那也错？
当别人说话时，不看他们，就是没礼貌。
当别人说话时，看着他们，也是没礼貌？


我有一个从幼稚园就认识到现在的朋友，
以前的我，超小气。 因一点点事情就乱发脾气，生气而不理别人。
以前我们俩时常吵架，动不动就说反面，不做朋友。
但在最后，还不是一样和好了。
现在，她说我不像以前那么小气了。
因为我累了，生气别人，会让自己不好受。
别人说什么难听的话，我也不理了。
妈妈常对我说，不要理别人说你什么。
嘴巴是别人的，他们想说什么就让他们说。
他们说，我不痛。
有很多事情，烦恼是自己找来的。
何必跟自己过不去？
有些事情，如果可以不理，那就不要去理。


朋友们总是让着我
有时我用的语气不好，他们也没怪我
可是，我另外一个朋友语气不好，他们反而怪她。
这反而令我感到不开心。为什么你们对我，对她，都不一样。
有时我做错了，你们都会说没关系。
而她做错了，你们就骂她，杯葛她。
我没说过，要你们让我。
如果我做错了，你们可以骂我。

AaaaaAaaaaaaaHhhhhhh

If you guys don't like about the T-shirt design, but at least give us another design, right?

Just keep on saying you guys don't like it, but did you guys give us ANY IDEA?

Only know how to complain this complain that. Beside that, What else you guys know?

''the colours not nice.''
''the design sux la.''
''too expensive to buy.''
''can change the design?''
''can choose another colour or not?''

wth?! wtf?!

I'm lazy to care anymore.

Pay the money, get the T-shirt and say ByeBye to you guys.


Few months left, hahahahaha~~~

After that, don't need to face you all~~ lalala~

Honey.

You be my honey since year 2007, but I know we just play play.

That time you got girlfriend, and I got boyfriend.

Don't know why you became my honey.

I think is sometime we moody, and need someone to talk.

I always scold you, right? But you never scold me before.

Sometimes you are moody, but you still comfort me when I moody too.

Sometimes you are stressful, but no one to talk to you.

Last time, you almost everyday find me to chat with you in msn.

But sometimes I felt fan coz you keep msg me when I busy playing games. lol =_= sorry.

You know I don't want to reply you in msn, but you still want find me. haha

You're Boy, but keep on acting cute. -.- Really don't know how to say about you.

You concern every one beside you.

Your eyes looks like girl girl, your style like girl girl too. bwahahaha

You got big eyes, can attract girls and boys~ Including me *shy*

You got a strong body, just have a little body fat. LOL

Tell me whether you finding someone to talk.


Thank You Honey, and Sorry too.


There are more and more words I want to write, just I don't know how to write in here =[

For Readers,

If you think I writing about you, just leave my blog.

After visit my blog, and keep on making storys. Don't You Feel Yourself Childish o.oa

Blog is for everyone to share their memorises, and also to release their stress.

I dislike my friends, and I wrote in my blog. Is that anything wrong?

Yourself thought I writing about you, that's your problems.

And making storys, that's your problems too.

I write whatever I want to write in this blog.

This is my problems, and None Of Your Business.

情书

This letter I just copy and paste here.
Not mine, but don't know whose.




Dear Wang Little Sister,
亲爱的王小姐，

From see you one eye, I SHIT Love You.
自从看到你的第一眼，我便爱上你了。

Your eyes close, I die; Your eyes open, I come back to live.
你的眼睛闭上，我就死了；你的眼睛打开，我又活回来。

Your eyes close and open again and again, I die again and again.
你的眼睛眨阿眨，我就死去活来。

Maybe you do not remember me, no matter.
也许你不记得我，没有关系。

When you carefully look at me, you will one see clock.
当你仔细看着我，你就一见钟情。

I think I should introduce myself to you.
我想应该介绍自己。

I call Li Big Great, Toyear 25.
我叫李大伟，今年25。

My home have four mouth people - papa mama I and DD.
我家有四口人 - 爸爸、妈妈、我和弟弟。

I am a good man, in a big company work.
我是一个好男人，在一家大公司上班。

I do early F**K every day, so that I have strong body to protect you.
我每天做早操，这样我就有强壮的身体来保护你。

Please come to eat and sleep with me, or i will cut my hair to be a monk, and find a place where many monks live in to over mylife.
请嫁给我吧，否则我将削发为曾，找个庙来了此一生。


Like Your People
喜欢你的人

因为片面之词，就定了死期。


听了双方的，再定论，未迟。


不要，


骂了，才说“对不起，我误会你了。”


打了，才说“对不起，我错怪你了。”


杀了，才说“对不起，我不想的。”



用词不对，会被别人误会。


语气太软，会被别人觉得你不理不睬。

语气太大，会被别人觉得你脾气暴躁。

矛盾

有时候，


不是当你自己觉得这是对的，那就是对的。


别人认同的，并不代表是对的。



认同的，是你的谁？


你的知己？你的仰慕者？你的旧情人？你的好朋友？你的普通朋友？


还是，你的网友？你的家人？你喜欢的人？陌生人？



你认为，你觉得，

他/她在侮辱你，他/她在讽刺你，

他/她在嘲笑你，他/她在作弄你，

他/她在欺骗你，他/她在看不起你。



这些都你，你认为，你觉得。


那他/她们，有说是你？有写是你？有告诉别人是你？


为什么你会觉得他/她们在说你呢？



是因为，你。


自己都认同他/她们所说的？


你不接受，所以都在掩饰自己？


你不接受，所以都在帮自己解释？


不接受，何必勉强自己去接受？


何必弄到自己不开心？


不爽，不开心，不喜欢，


可以选着不看，不理，不管，不听，不想，不知道，不计较。



哭，是可以让每个人心软。


心软的时候，什么事都可以做的，可以原谅的，是对的。



是关心你的，


有时知道，有时不知道，


不用告诉他/她，我关心你。


那是默默的，心里知道就好。



不想，


不想看，可以不看。。 不想想，可以不想。


不想说，可以不说。 。不想讲，可以不讲。


不想听，可以不听。。 不想写，可以不写。


不想念，可以不念。。 不想喜欢，可以不喜欢。


不想知道，可以不知道。。 不想接受，可以不接受。


如果不想，就不要勉强。

Memorables.

30 & 31 May 2009,

After our lunch, around 5+p.m. we only start going ktn.

Reach there already night time, so we go a resturant named 'Hak Yi Gai' to enjoy our dinner.

After dinner went back to Hotel, rest a while. then we go Teluk Chempedak (Ktn. Beach) walk walk and eat ice kacang..

1+a.m. went back to Hotel then all tidy up themselves.

All of us chit-chat until 5a.m. never sleep at all.

Coz we waiting to see Sunrise~~

I enjoyed going out with them =D

Very Funny and Happy ~~~!!

Heres some pictures while waiting sunrise.

o.o what am I doing?

Sunrise! but blocked by clouds =_=

Me & him saw somthing....

What's That??!! o.O

!!!! IS A Crab !!!!

We trying to catch, but it ran away.. >_<

- Boring, So Boring, Very Boring, Damn Boring -

- I'm Bored to facing some of my friends. -

- With a Mask, Acting all the times. -


- Lame, You're lamer. -

- Angel, Not suitable for You. -

- Cute, Not really even when You are acting. -

- Selfish, Yes, You are. for the Admirers, not going to accept, but not going to let go or say NO! -

- Innocent, When You Pretending. -

Yeayea, few weeks I never update my blog =/

After tomorrow~ My School Holidays Start Again~!!

Still don't know what to do during my holidays. aiks.

All of You, Enjoy Your Holidays =D

Yesterday, 5 May 2009.
I never went to school, because I not feeling well.
I just stay at home and do my Art Project.
Around 5.30p.m, my sis finished work and went back home,
rest awhile and bath then she going to part time.
Sometimes, I really felt bored stay at home.
But no choice, I don't have much money to go out with friends or family.
I finding part time to do. But seriously I scare working =/ coz i never work before.
I tried to find part time in Giant and Leisure Mall, but need 18 years old or above -_- and I just 17 this year.
My friends always ask me go out with them,
go Sing K, go Movie, go Shopping, go Play, go eat breakfast/lunch/dinner.
Then my answer always is, " No, Thanks. I don't have money to go out. "
My friends ask me, " Where you going during this holiday? "
My answer, " stay at home and play computer =D "
I know these answer very boring, but how? I really don't have extra money...
But I will try my best to find part time! Earn Money!! Then can go out 'dating'~~~ gg.

YAY~!! Finally I bought this =)

What's this? I also not sure.. should be Crystal Balls? -_-"

10 minutes later~~ You SEE, It growing!!

This is 3 hours ago.. WOW It become bigger!! LOL

So nice right? =D

My First & Last.

We made a lot memories between us.

You're The One I Like The Most. Living without you, my life became lonely.

I wish,
to be richest;
I wish,
to be happiness;
I wish,
to have a lot of friends;
I wish,
to have a nice boyfriend;
I wish,
someone care about me;
I wish,

someone comfort me when I upset;

I wish,
someone chat with me when I bored;
I wish,
someone accompany me when I moody.

18 April 2009.

上个星期六，4月18日2009

我和我的朋友们去 Fun OK Cafe 吃午餐~

虽然只有我们5个人，可是蛮开心的！

我的朋友说了一些冷笑话给我们听， 还有一些超冷的谜语~

我们拿了一个IQ小盒子，四四方方的，把它解开也是个问题呢~

而我是第一个把它解开的，嘻嘻！可是呢~ 我只会解开而不会再把它完成~

弄了半小时，可是我们还是不能把它完成~

最后，我们还是放弃了！

后来，我们买单就回家了。

虽然我们不是很熟，可是总算聊得很开心，有说有笑的！=D

在班上都是一些带着面具的人。。

装可爱？装单纯？装好人？装胆小？

拜托啦，就不要装在我面前好吗？ -_-" 我不是男的，这些对我没用。
也许，你们把它装在男性朋友或男朋友上会比较有用吧~~~

还有（她）
不要拿着鸡毛当令箭，
我们不是她的下属，
不是她的学生，
不是她的宠物，
不是她说什么我们都听的。